Pre-Christmas Rush

and I am not talking about preparing for Christmas here.
I have a lot of requirements to submit this coming two days and I am trying to finish everything today. It is sooooo hard to manage everything with so little time given to me. (Good thing I have time to post here!)

Requirements are so many, I can’t think of the things needed to submit at the start of school next year! Oh our God! Even on vacation, we need to do something.

And for tomorrow, I can’t think of any free time! And I got to do tonight is to study, study, and study, and, tomorrow, again, i am going to study, study, study.

I hope Friday comes soon. I can’t wait.
and I can’t wait to finish requirements!!

That is all for now. Bye~!=D

 

A Very Merry Christmas-y Disaster

I ran out of Christmas gift ideas.

Christmas vacation is nearing and of course, we can’t avoid those christmas parties but I have this problem–I don’t know what to give anymore! From keychains to cellphone straps, from modern school supplies to classic thingamajiggs, from the gift factory to comic alley, from WTC’s christmas bazzar to Greenhills..Ugh! I don’t know!!

It is less than a week before our Christmas party and our so-called barkada christmas party, and I think they have ideas for what they are going to give but me? I’m hopeless. Anyway, let us site some few commonly given Christmas gifts for.. uhm. Christmas. and a few ideas for you too!

1.) Picture Frames
These things are so common. Usually, you can receive at least one of these. Your friend really wanted to keep your memories forever.

2.) Candles
Ahh. Different sizes, different designs. From small ones to large ones, that friend of yours really wanted you to celebrate Christmas solemnly..(I advice you to use those candles for next year’s Cemetery visit!)

3.) Keychains
Ahh. Little thoughts in square frames, your favorite anime characters, even small teddy bears! It is so cute, and so easy to lose.=)

4.) Handkerchiefs/Bandanas
My goodness! People use those at least 5 times a day! Don’t you think adding another one in their cabinet just don’t make up a logical situation?

5.) Towels/Hand Towels
Spongebob, Pooh, the Batman… any character from that character shop for the sake of giving gifts. This is the gift that can make you depressed.

6.) Stuffed Toys
I think people can accept those. Who wouldn’t resist fainting from being in the state of gigil? ME! Well, this gifts are not easy to lost. Few people told me that stuffed toys survives for years.

7.) Those Small Red Envelopes (Am-Pao’s)
Teenagers, especially me, love getting those! Especially when the inside is golden, crispy, and is shining. But don’t let that beautiful design fool you! Some of them includes 50’s… or worse… 20’s.

And that is a lowdown of some commonly given gifts every christmas, now that you read about it, what are you going to give this Christmas? There are a lot more ideas. Be open-minded, let ideas struck you… and hopefully those ideas are not dull and boring.

And me? I still don’t know. But I hope what I can give this Christmas will never leave the heart of the person given the gift.

Or maybe, just being with your friends and you family on Christmas is the best gift ever received right(or maybe just an excuse?)?

Well, no matter what gift you receive, enjoy it, and remember the effort given by the err.. giver. No matter how expensive it is, or how pathetically cheap, embrace it and of course, be happy with it.

Have a merry christmas, guys! ‘Til next time.

 

Grr.

Argh. I loathe them. I wish they die right now.=D

 

The Smiles of Yesterday

Gray.
I managed to let myself be wrapped in fire these past few years. Everything seem to be dull and boring. I always wanted to see things in a different view, in a different angle but with the same things happening again and again, what will I see? I don’t want to be stuck in this cage forever. I wanted to let myself be open to the world. The world of change. I am just a typical Nobody. A person that no one will get or even understand. A person who’s life is maybe without meaning–wandering endlessly in this oh-so pathetic world.

Opportunities.
I miss out a lot of these. I often let go of things I needed to hold on. When that rare opportunity comes, I simply pass out. Never caring for what I lose or gain. I was a loser. I even let go of the most sacred things so special to me. I didn’t really know that it will still hurt up to this day.

Failure.
And then it hit me. I always fall down because of my own faults and my own mistakes. I never really did helped myself. All I did is sit and wait for everything to happen. There were great loses especially myself. Them. But now, I think it is quite different. I do things on my own now. I am somewhat a somebody. A few people can come to me and help them. I am, as I can say, “at the top.” I am not bothered anymore by mere everyday things. Yellow papers, white papers, 1/4’s, 1/2’s, manila papers, cartolinas, colored papers.. none. No one can stop my greatness. No one can pull me down. But there’s something wrong.

Bittersweet.
That is how I can describe my life now. Almost all things can be good. Almost everything. Although, there is one thing that is breaking up little by little–my past. I don’t want to let go of it, all I wanted to do is to embrace it. What is happening now is a thing that I still don’t want to accept. All these great things come with a price–a hefty one. I don’t have the power to sell what I have now and buy the past again. No. No one can do it. What had happened cannot happen again. And it makes me sad. Yes, my life can be considered colorful. But inside, what I can see is gray. dark. echoes of what used to be.

Acceptance.
This is the word that I will never use. Even if it comes to that day that everything will end, I will never do that. What had happened had hurt me, so hurt that the wound it made will never close. And the things that can make the pain go away? The unreal reality–The Smiles of Yesterday.

Good day.=)

 

Reunion

I finally finished a Final Fantasy game!

After more than 6 years of being exposed to Final Fantasy, finally, I finished one.

I was just playing yesterday and finishing the game was unexpected. Then I went further into the game and yes! after a long night yesterday, I finished Final Fantasy X-2. I wasn’t really expecting but hey, my first ever FF game for myself to finish is FFX-2. Hmm. I don’t really finish FF games because sometimes they get harder and I usually stop when I am nearing to its end. Ahaha.=D

Final Fantasy X-2 is the sequel to Final Fantasy X(duh!). It is the continuation of Yuna’s story after the Eternal Calm. The game was released last 2003(I am really late, aren’t i?). FFX ended with Tidus fading away and FFX-2 started when Yuna saw a sphere of Tidus. Yuna, Rikku, and their new friend, Paine, along with their airship, the Celsius, set sail to once again travel the world of Zanarkand.

Anyway, new to the game is the different endings you got to see. The percentage system and the requirements you meet will decide which ending you got to see.

And my ending?

I got a good one! It is really great to see them together again. If you want to watch my ending, here it is(WARNING:SPOILERS!):

Enjoy the video and good day!